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In January 2013, the boy and I made the decision to see each other, and only each another.The bond that began as a steadily-built friendship grew into a quick-blossoming romance. In December 2014, after a tumultuous, euphoric-when-it-was-good-but-miserable-when-it-was-bad, on-again-off-again romance, I ended it with the boy -- not because I no longer loved him, but because I was afraid of just how much I did.Now, three and a half years after we first met, he is still the first thought that crosses my mind when I wake and the last thought I take with me to bed.
These were all qualities I envied, qualities I cherished so much that I wanted to steal them from him and keep them for myself.
Giving my all doesn’t simply mean saying “I will.” It means showing I will. I can repeat the words all I want, but that won’t make them true. Until then, though, I’m sending red-flag energy to everyone I meet, everyone I like, everyone I date -- and I can hardly even recognize I’m doing it.
These flaws are what made my ex, my ex -- and they're the flaws I want my future lovers to have, too.
I've convinced myself that if I search for my ex's flaws again in new people, I can kind of recreate him. To rely on an outdated image of the man we used to love is to lead with a naïve head and a faint heart.
Maybe the one who got away from me doesn't believe I'm the one who got away from him.
And maybe every moment spent wishing my ex would find his way back to me is nothing more than a wasted moment I'll never get back.
And if that dream is a future with someone you love, your world will be turned upside down.
Seeing the person you love fall in love with someone else can kill you. I’ve been in love with the same girl for over a decade now.
He became someone I wished I’d met sooner, and one I knew I’d hold in my heart for that fleeting moment in time and forevermore. One year later, the boy hopped a plane to California and didn’t look back.Tags: Adult Dating, affair dating, sex dating